This life is changing me

This life is changing me…

The old me never could

kill this people who I killed;

burn this houses that I burned…

The old me never could…

be so cruel and insane,

die everyday for the same.

‘cause the old me was innocent…

He was just a good man…

He wasn’t the wicked,

he wasn’t the hero,

he was a lonely man

between the other people...

Dust

    Dust. Everywhere. And I can't change it. No. Never again. The world changed, and it was all my fault. How could I do it? How could I? I will never knew it. Because I will die. Today, maybe, or maybe tomorrow. But some day, I will die. And this day is comming soon. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. Even before death, I love you.

    You are the pillar holding me, the wall that never fall. Please, don't go away from me, 'cause I will... What? What will I do? I will scream, and cry. And, in the end, I'll die.

    Don't forget me.

Please

    Please, please, please. Come back. I need you. Every second of every hour of every year of my life, I need you.

I am going to die

Can you hear me,

or am I alone?

Can you save me

from this world?

Can you make them

shut up again?

'Cause the world is not

a good place to live,

'cause this empty streets

are depressing me,

'cause the world I met,

now it's not the same...

I am going to die!

The walls are gray,

dust is everywhere,
the lonely streets
are in the end the same...
Can you hear me
or am I alone?
Can you save me
from this world?
Can you make them
shut up again?
I'm waiting for you,
my angel of darkness...
I miss your wings,
that make my roof...
But now...
I am eleven...
And I...
I am going to die!
Goodbye this world,
goodbye this life;
goodbye this man
who was alive.
Goodbye my angel
of misery,
goodbye the people
who I met.
'Cause I...
I am going to die!